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What Cacophony!

by Christian Yoder

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1.
We watched the rainclouds pouring in A blitzkrieg storm-front invading Yeah, me and chaos, we had our things To mix beauty with blood To still a beating heart inside And feast the life to which it's tied I must live, so who will die? We build beauty with blood Life's a circle, I heard it said Know it's turning, keep your head It'll just keep spinning til we're dead Our foundations are blood Death and chaos, know your worth For soon He rises to shake the earth
2.
Lost in the Sun (free) 05:31
Free as wind and chasing the horizon Wide as sea and ebbing all the tides in Wild as wolves all howling under eyelids (inside your ancient eyes) Your soul is free and floating like an island When we were so young and brave I couldn't find the words to say But here they are now that you're going away If you run, then please run quickly So I can lose you in the sun But if you fall, then please fall slowly So I can catch you before you're done For a time we kept it all together But we and love can't keep you drugged forever Though these ties aren't ones you want to sever (when it's time you left) Your heart could never bear to be so tethered Cast away, cast away Catch the swelling tide Cast away, cast away I'm always on your side Always on your side
3.
I said, "you can't move him, he's a rock. Cold down deep inside, deep inside." I said, "you can't change him, he's a block of ice, of ice, of ice. He's a block of ice." Seasons sway and clocks do wind Trails all do the same, wind the same He's still speaking the same lines I guess that what I said, in a way, was right. Oh, he's got his arguments Oh, and all his satellites Oh, no father up in space But I wish he'd change his mind He's still cold and he's still fine And I'm still praying for the sun 'cause turning spits on little fires Can't win, can't win, can't win, can't win a man. Well I'm still hoping I was wrong Maybe change can come, come with time He still keeps his battle on and on and on and on. I wish he'd change his mind.
4.
Keep it Together (free) 04:01
It was so long ago I viewed the world in black and white A world in monochrome And it all just looked so bright But now we're growing up We're not so naive anymore The truth keeps coming 'round Of how easily we fall You're like glue, I'm like worn out shoes 'cause you keep me together You keep me together If you're blue we can fly by the moon Please just keep it together I'll keep it together for you Wherever you are If ever you need a friend I'll be where you are Until the darkest end And I can't pretend That I don't need you now You've been my best friend And we'll make it through somehow You're the only one I'll ever think of 'cause both our hearts are better in love You're the only one I'll ever dream of 'cause both our hearts are better in love
5.
Standing in the rain with my shoes wet and my tongue tied Oh, I'm coming down again with my whole weight on my weak side I can't remember posts from the wayside on my decline Now it's coming from the blue, from the gray skies in a straight line Struck like a bolt, now it comes If my eyes were open, I'd have been ready for trouble Trouble I'm sinking in the deep like a dead weight to a dead end Oh, and Davy Jones, he waves like a loved one like an old friend I didn't see the signs as a warning war is coming Now they caught me by surprise in the morning with their drumming Off like a bomb, here it comes If my eyes were open, I'd have been ready for trouble Trouble If my eyes were open, I'd have been ready Shouldn't let my hopes fly, they always fall heavy If my eyes were open, I'd have been ready for trouble Don't try to run from it Don't try to run from it Don't try to run from it You're only wasting time
6.
You've been running through my mind All your words stuck in rewind All those colors, black and gray and black and white From when we'd scale the roof Such a dark confessions booth And I'd listen staring distant street lights down Oh, I got lost in all those turns Shook up and spun around Blinded eyes and broken crown In the dimness of a place I do not know And in the fog of war, I can't see the stars no more Just my enemy, the pain upon your brow So don't ask me where I am And don't ask me where I'm going 'cause I'm still trying to figure out How things get figured out How anything is known From the roofs I hear the cry From the heralds of our time Loud with confidence and intersecting truths But it makes no sense to me Said in words that I don't speak All these sources I'm not sure I should believe Oh, what cacophony! Lost, lost I am, lost I am, just like you I've empty hands, I've no answers for you Of holy plans, of demands from the Lord Lost, lost I am, I've no answers for you Don't ask me where I am I got lost in all those turns I'm still trying to figure out How things get figured out What lessons I should learn I must have fallen from the roof
7.
Last night, with the street lights From the front seat, you looked over at me And my lips moved so slowly Because gravity works differently here A slip of the tongue could crush a man Any false word could gun him down So I'll be careful, I'll try to be careful I swallowed your world, with all its sea monsters With its ghouls and its ghosts With its dragon demon host, I drank it down I drank it down I hope you're not poison The buildings were all empty And their darkness looked tempting to me When you told me what you think of me Well that's lovely, but please set me down The weight of your world could crush a man Where none of his words can make a sound So please be careful, please try to be careful
8.
The stars are turning out of line The planets misaligned Tired of orbit For new fires burn just 'round the cloud You're bored sick of still turning around This old system Don't leave me There's nothing that certain, but there's nothing out there at all. Your smile had no pretense Your joy was innocence I guess I thought you too far, far from their lofty reach Those modern thieves You gave them all that you held They left you nothing more than an empty universe Believe me There's nothing that certain, but there's nothing out there at all. (don't leave, don't flee the light, don't lose faith in what is right, what is right, what is right)
9.
Ships, without a sound, are sinking down to the gaping deep Lights are burning out, their flame snuffed out into formless dark formless dark, formless dark I've believed in You, believed in You, believed in You And I'll believe in You, believe in You, believe in You going down, going down
10.
By the Light 03:54
Oh the storm, it darkly gathers I am lost withing the shadows Oh the flood, it overwhelms me Waves of black rise, cold and quelling I'm alive by the light of Your love I'm alive by the light of Your love, Lord From the darkness, from my distress I cry out from unknown distance Even here, oh Lord You hear me In my doubt You still draw near me I'm alive by the light of Your love I'm alive by the light of Your love, Lord
11.
Come, sun, come, shine your light on my face It's been so long that I've been in this darkness And your rays, they do me well As bright as glory tell And your motion, where it fell Split the world Rise up sun, let your light keep shining My new eyes struck by the silver lining And my feet, they walk anew In this bronze and golden view As you chase dark from you And split the world It won't be long til the night is behind you The light comes down, it enfolds and surrounds you And the shadows, they will flee As you purge the dark from me Now in clarity I see You split the world

credits

released April 25, 2012

All songs written and recorded by Christian Yoder.
Many many many thanks to Marcy Owens for the spectacular album art, Logan Mahan for giving me songwriting help and critiques, Zach Cantrell for letting me use his banjo, DeeAnn Waugh for sewing the cd sleeves for the physical copies, all my friends for being so supportive of this project, and of course, God, through whom this is possible. And thank you for listening!

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Christian Yoder Searcy, Arkansas

Christian Yoder is a singer/songwriter/multi-instrumentalist from Pennsylvania/Arkansas.

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